deceit : the act or practise of deceiving.

have you ever been deceived?
it wasnt a good feeling, was it.
i hate to be deceived
likewise, i hate to deceive others.

it is said by many that
taurians have very strong instinctive senses.
and by that, i dont deny.
a tiny move or a single word
can send multiple signals to our head.
and many times when we would like them to be wrong,
often prove us right.

i met a friend at ben and jerry's the other day at work.
she told me that the bad guys always hurt her
and she'll always end up hurting the good ones.
i believe that many other girls/boys are doing
the same thing as her.
if only i could invent a device to help everyone
look for their right one.

she then asked me about the bf.
and i told her "he's the guy i'm going to marry."
i could tell that she was amazed by my certainty.
while everyone is playing their lives away
at my age, i've already made my choice.
sometimes, its because of my absolute certainty
that i'm afraid of what the future brings.
what if it doesnt turn out the way i imagine it to be.
what if he has a change of heart or mind.
what if he isnt as certain as i am.
but i shant bother too much about the "what if's"
because its the "what ifs" that destructs relationship.
one step at a time. (:


/truth hurts but it sets you free.